29.03.10
Monday, March 29, 2010
Well ...
My Birthday passed 2 months ady ...
( that's not the important thing for today )- ahh ! useless joke - Today i was having practice as usual ...
i don't know why i learn the steps for approximate 3 weeks ady ,
timing still off and blur at some part ...
during break that time ,
i was trying to tune my timing ,
i don't know why i suddenly stress out and
start to keep quite but still counting the beat ...
everyone thought i was having gastric pain
( as usual XP ) but then i end up crying in crowd
* the 2nd time crying in front of my friends * @.@
i tell out all my feelings in one shot ...
As 1st during another break ,
i just build a wall just to cover up my embarrassment
and make myself as a stranger to all of them ...
luckily that our team are caring and helpful ppl ^^
they train me slowly and tell me what's my mistakes
although now i've improve
but i'm still afraid
hopefully i won't let the whole team down = )
8:40 PM
I'm guilty
Friday, March 26, 2010
don't know why even though u guys didn't scold me
but i still feel very guilty ...
i know that every time just because of me ,
everyone have to start it over again ...
sometimes i really wish that u guys would just scold me badly
or maybe punish me
i would not blame u guys =D
hope that i wont ruin anything on that day ...
thx for always support me = )
9:45 PM
Notification
It's been a long time since the last post
now i will seldom write in BC
hope u guys could accept the new changes = )
9:40 PM